Update On Us

So Colleen and I were talking and mutually agree that the intense pain I was feeling were actually contractions pushing out the sac and such. Cause after it passed I felt better and I feel tons better today! Last night Jon and I had a 4 hour time frame with no phones, no Juniper and no distractions. We played Lego Indiana Jones and ate a giant sandwich from Safeway! It was so nice not to worry about anything for 4 hours. I didn't realize how much we were stressing about life in general. Our counselor made us sign a contract stating we will spend a 4 hour chunk of time together.

My chickens are doing fabulously, day 5 and none are dead!

My friend Katrina had her baby on Monday her name is Olivia, Jon and I brought her dinner yesterday afternoon. She is probably one of the sweetest friends I know. I called to let her know we were almost there and she put sleeping O in her room so we could in and say hi. I had to see her and it was actually a lot easier than I thought. I couldn't bring my self to touch her, but was a cute bundle of 7lbs. 4oz! She reminded Jon and I a lot Casey because she had cute eyes and was sleeping. But it was actually a really good visit. I didn't think I would be there for more than a second giving her food but we ended up staying for about 30 minutes!

So in conclusion, life sucks but hey not too bad.

Baby Bantam Chicks Day 1

We got four day old bantam chicks today from Coastal Farms. I am excited to do this with Juniper and my daycare kids. I am going to take pictures everyday for like 2 or 3 weeks then maybe 2-3 time a week after that till they are around 12 weeks then they will be outside! So here is a picture!

I had an Ultrsound this afternoon...

There was a fair amount of fluid in my uterus so the OB and Colleen both said the IUD removal probably disrupted the pregnancy and it hasn't expelled itself yet.

I hate life.
I hate life for giving me these circumstances.
I wish someone could just make it better.
I don't think that life will ever be better.
I hate it.

We are Pregnant......

My IUD got removed yesterday and I am still pregnant. I am still at a high chance of miscarrying but hopefully the winds of life are in our favor. I will be seeing Colleen Forbes, LDM for most of my pre-natals and also be seeing a moderate risk OB by name of Paul Qualtere-Burcher and he will over see my case for my pregnancy and he will let Colleen be in the hospital room and even catch the baby.

Life has some cruel twists of fate sometime. My due date is Nov. 12, 2009 and I am allowed to go to 41 weeks so Nov. 19 if I am still pregnant I will have a C/S on Nov. 20th which is not really date I would like to have. So if I am still pregnant at 41 weeks I will have a C/S on the 17th as that seems better to me.

I will keep you all updated.

Thanks

Update On Us

We are all moved in and should be having a housewarming party the weekend after next. I now have three kids in my day care so that is more money to pay off medical bills. It is nice because from daycare alone I bring enough income to pay our rent so Jon's income goes completely towards bills, food and savings. It should help out a lot! We are also not eating fast food or out for an entire year to see how much better it makes us health wise. I am going to start a blog about my year of better eating. It will chronicle my journey and savings through out the year. I am pretty excited about this! Hopefully it will inspire a few people to at least try and make better health decisions!

We Got A Puppy His Name Is......

Alphie! He is an American Pit Bull Terrier and gorgeous! He is an amazing looking guy! He is papered and show quality but we did have him neutered because honestly who wants a un-neutered 65-70lbs dog hanging out. We are still planning on showing him in the altered category. We start puppy classes this Tuesday and I plan on going all the way through the Canine Good Citizen class and take the CGC Test as well so we can take Alphie to nursing homes and such to visit. June adores him and he is great with her as well.