Thursday, December 11, 2008

We Buried Casey Today

At 1:30pm we laid her down to rest in her final spot. I realize the her soul is in heaven and it was just her physical being but it was so hard to handle today. I had to make sure she was okay in her coffin after the ride up so I knew she was perfect. Then the people placing her in the ground moved the casket weird and I had to check again before they finally placed her in the ground. I feel as though I am slightly going crazy. It was just really hard realizing that She would have been three weeks old today but instead we buried her.


Jen said...

Feeling crazy has got to be the most normal thing in the world right now, Brandy.

Your life will forever be filled with those would-have-beens. She would have been one today. Today would have been her first day of kindergarten. She would have graduated from high school this month. It's terribly sad, but in a way it's her way of reminding you, and everyone else, that she was here.

My earthy momma odyssey said...

I can't imagine the grief you are going through. I am so sorry, so so sorry.